Smell

You had a special smell that I liked a lot.  Your smell gave me a fresh, sunshine like feeling.  You smell like mint and green.  That was why I wanted to squeeze in the same sofa with you.   That was why I loved to cuddle with you, walk by your side.  I wanted to smell you.  The cologne and all the toiletries you used were with the same smell.  I tried to put on things in the smell as you.  

It was so easy to notice you were around. When I am walking on the street I try to find your smell, your back.  When you were sleeping, I lay besides you and try to smell you.  When you were home, I followed you around.  When you were doing the laundry, I tried to help as to be close to you.  When you were in the bedroom, I stayed in your room and cuddle with you.   I just wanted to smell you.  

Today, the familiar smell was around me but that was not you.  Where are you now?