It has been over eight months. What is going on with me? I thought I was moving on quite well. However, I still think of you sometimes; especially on this holiday. Everyone tells me when I meet someone new, I will have no such feeling over you anymore. Is that true? I am not sure, maybe.
There was one night when I was alone at Tromso, I heard you called my name 'mama Tse'. That made me felt so sad. I cried. I went some places that we didn't visited before. And, I thought of you. You promised me to bring me somewhere I can see snow. You cannot keep this promise and I go and see my snow. I saw it and it reminded you to me. On my trip, I met a lot of people. Couples, families, groups of pals, all of them reminded you to me.
I know I am silly to remember the old times, old memories.....is that really old? Memeories back to eight months before? Old? Is that true that I have to forget/forgive you then I can move on well? I dun know. Maybe move on is 'To forget' more than 'To forgive'.
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